Well babe not having the best time packing our life and memories up into boxes unsure of what mine and the kids future holds without you in our lives,had a few tears and decided to turn on the radio and our wedding song started playing and 10 mins before i had found a letter that you had left me as you left last time you were here,although it made me cry it just confirms u are here and helping us get through this the best we can. things will never be the same when we finally settle somewhere as u wont have been part of the home we will be in,this month isbalways hard as you know. we love you and miss you so much that no words could ever explain,big hugs and sloppy kisses your family allways kelly kaitlin and jakey boy XXXXXXXXXX